It doesn't matter if I can't say anything, as long as I can see you
Even if I cannot have or touch you
Truthfully, I should sweep away my heart once and withstand it
I worry about your days, where you are ... if you are well
On the suffering night swallowing the moonlight, thoughts of you keep me from sleep
I want the heavens to give approval the day I am born again,
our unrealizable love.
Even if I cannot be next to you, I will become a lonely shadow behind you.
You shouldn't look back even you want to
You must avoid me who could not give you happiness even for a little while.
One step, two step, walk a bit more hurriedly then me.
So my two hands and also my two feet will not block you way.
I wish for the heavens to give approval on the day I am born again,
Our unrealizable love
Oh heaven, conceal my love, oh wind, give flight to my pain
I beg of you to not let my dear know my tears

i am in darkness...
where i am alone ...
nobody can help me ...
not anymore ...
after i have given up my soul ...
there is no way back ...
i need to deal this by myself ...
because everyone had left ..
i am alone and i will always be alone ...
my soul have left my body ...
i want it back ...
i want to live ...
but nobody will help me ...
why ?....
why have this happen ?....
what have i done to hurt you ?....
am i bad person ?? ....
do i even deserve to have my soul back ??....
i want to stay here ..
but am i... even needed here .. ?
i am afraid ...
that i am not needed ..
but ...
i will try my best ...
i will not give up ...
i will live for better future ..
even if people ran away from me ...
threw me in darkness...
left me alone ...
hit me until i bleed ..
when i wake up and stand ..
ready to face the reality...
i will not come back for revenge ...
but i will ask myself .. "what did i do wrong ? "
my only light have been stolen from you ...
its gone to a place that i can't take it back ...
this light was you ..
you left ... i have no light now ... ,
what should i do ... ?
but ...
i will not give up ...
there is still some light left ...
where a new light will be reborn ...
as heart that will never bleed...
darkness took me ...
i can't come back ...
i want to stay here ...
but ..
i feel something is calling me ...
to come back ...
but i wonder ...
what is it ??
but this calling and the darkness are equal ...
what will i chose ??
will i come back ??
or stay in here ..
where nobody will reach me ??..
darkness is every where ...
light is evereywhere ...
all you gotta do ...
is never give up to darkness ...
and stay in the light ..
where warm feelings will make you shine ...
and happy ..
with person you love...

Warning

For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.
A serious note about heart attacks - You should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.

You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack. Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms. 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up. Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know the better chance we could survive.

A cardiologist says if everyone who reads this tell it to 10 people, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life.